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Find yourself before working on marriage
First Published Apr 09 2014 01:01 am • Last Updated Apr 09 2014 01:01 am

Dear Carolyn • have been unhappy in my marriage for a long time. So long, in fact, that it started long before it became a marriage. I always had an excuse for putting off ending the relationship. In the beginning it was, "I’ll wait until after the summer"; "OK, now I’ll wait until after the holidays" ... etc., etc., etc. Never happened. Eight years, two children and a major home renovation later, we are still married. He is aware that I am not happy, but I’m sure he does not believe I would ever actually leave. Our kids are amazing — I don’t regret anything because I can’t imagine my life without being mom to these two children, who are 2 and 5. We have done some counseling; however, I feel I am at a point where I am not interested in fixing the marriage. I know I don’t want to be married to him anymore but, logistically, I don’t know how I would act on this. I worry about the effect on our kids — although I can’t imagine the constant tension and almost daily bitter, nasty arguments in front of them are having any positive impact. We all love our house, neighborhood, etc., and I do not want to lose it and have to move into an apartment. I work part time and don’t make enough money to live on my own. How do people do this? The logistics of going through a divorce seem like enough to make one stay in a miserable marriage.

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Dear Trapped • So many years of so many decisions undermining your own well-being — and of bringing others aboard in the process. I would want to get to the bottom of that before I made any more decisions, especially as big and consequential a decision as dissolving a family. You say "we" have tried counseling, but you don’t say you have gone, solo. Please do, to figure out what drove you to keep postponing tough consequences and to build a life on excuse after excuse. At some point you might still need to find a lawyer, a better job and a new home, but, first things first: Find you. I also urge you to find a way to stop the "bitter, nasty arguments," especially in front of the kids. Please start choosing your words with an eye to what lesson your response is going to teach.

Carolyn Hax’s column runs Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays.




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