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Pre-wedding jitters reveal larger issue
First Published Feb 14 2014 01:01 am • Last Updated Feb 14 2014 01:01 am

Dear Carolyn • I’m 25 and engaged to the guy I’ve dated since I was 20. I feel like I’ve always been the one pushing the relationship forward, from wanting to be exclusive to giving an ultimatum that I was going to leave him if he didn’t propose by the time I turned 25 last summer. He moved out of my condo once without telling me while I was on a business trip, then moved back in a year later, a few months before the engagement. Then a couple of months ago he told me he wasn’t sure he wanted to marry me, and I flipped out and said, "Fine, move out," before leaving on yet another business trip. He then changed his mind before I got back. We’ve been to a therapist twice, and he swears he’s committed to me. But now I’m thinking that for some unknown reason, I was so busy chasing him when we were dating, I ignored a lot of flaws (he’s great on paper — Ivy League lawyer, attractive). How do I tell if this is just pre-wedding jitters or something we could work out, or if my worries are not just what a normal person feels before their wedding?

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Dear Engaged • Your honesty about yourself is refreshing. The conclusion you draw, though, doesn’t go far enough. Specifically: You say you "ignored a lot of flaws" — as if, ultimately, your fiance’s shortcomings are the problem. They’re a problem, sure, but the problem needing your attention above all is your own frailty. You didn’t love a person, you pursued a trophy. That’s a serious admission you fall just short of making. It’s also a serious problem for both of you, because you don’t curl up with a skill, or converse with an achievement. You interact with the whole person and whatever habits, quirks, smells, opinions and truths ride along. So take a hard look, both at him and the relationship. Do you love who he is, not just what, as he deserves? Are you willing to test that by admitting to him what you’ve written here? And offering to call things off, without drama, out of respect for him? You’ve done some obvious growing up to get to this point. For your sake and his, please finish that process, stat.

Carolyn Hax’s column runs Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays.




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