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Suzanne and her son, Jesse Stott
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He's gone to pick up first dates and had fathers turn him away. A gas-station attendant in Sandy recently blocked him from filling his car's tank. Cops have pulled him over, store clerks have followed him and strangers have unleashed countless slurs.
    But of all the names Jesse Stott, 22, has been called, nothing hurts more than "fence sitter," he said. "I'd rather be called the n-word."
    A folk belief still held by many Mormons is that blacks were neutral in the War in Heaven, or premortal life, slow to join Christ and consequently marked with dark skin. Stott is not neutral. He loves his church, the only one he's ever known since being adopted as a baby.
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    Black Latter-day Saints say they have grown accustomed to defending their faith to other blacks, but they will never understand why they still must defend their race to other Mormons. Racism is alive, they say, in their congregations and in quasi-official publications and folklore the church will not repudiate. Most, however, are unwavering in their beliefs, even as they long for broader acceptance and implore LDS leaders to face the church's racist history.               
me a happiness the world can't take away,' " he said, quoting Alvin Jackson, a black member of the LDS stake presidency in Washington, D.C.
    He is one of 10 children, most of whom are black or biracial, adopted by Suzanne Stott, a professional in the adoption world, and - in the case with eight of them - her former husband. "We, as Latter-day Saints, never would have considered adopting black children" because of the pre-1978 exclusion. The June 8 announcement left the pair "so happy, I just sobbed," she remembered.
    Suzanne's core testimony never changed, but this issue had been a "stumbling block" for her, she said. Immediately after the ban was lifted, the couple requested their first black
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    The Salt Lake City home Jesse, a Salt Lake Community College student, grew up and still lives in is a nod to multiculturalism. There are Buddhas, a poster with Arabic writing and a black Jesus sits atop a mantel. Exposing her kids to their ethnic identities was always important to Suzanne. Her sons were in the Calvary Baptist Church Scout troop, she found them mentors, and she always attended Juneteenth and Kwanzaa celebrations, though she never forced the children to join her.
    Only three of her 10 grown kids are still active in the LDS Church. Some consider it racist, Suzanne said. But for this mother and son, their beliefs are unwavering.
    As a missionary in Washington, D.C., where "everybody [in church] was black," Jesse said, "I listened just a little bit more." Someday, he and Suzanne hope a black general authority will perk up his ears the same way.
    - Jessica Ravitz